Luxury of Happiness

I am a ghost
driving a meat coated skeleton
made of stardust.

I have nothing to be scared of.

Feedback

2013 was a cruel motherfucker
cheers, and to a better 2014

Third Star

So I raise a morphine toast to you all

And if you should happen to remember
It is the anniversary of my birth
Remember that you were loved by me
And that you made my life a happy one

And there is no tragedy in that

Revolution

I remember the 1st of September
10 months have gone by, and I never
would have thought so much could change
in just 10 months

lost weight, gained weight, lost weight
became obsessed, developed a demon
met amazing people who soon became friends
flirting, love, sex, friendship, close to my heart
i have been teaching, but learned so much more
had full control until everything came crashing down
scored well on my tests, until i failed immensely...
...but still I nailed it, and got my P in one year!
expose your soul, guard your heart, use your mind

discovering the dark, overshadowing the light
restoring balance, finding peace

it's not fair to say that I finally made it
but after everything I've been through last year
I can honestly say that I'm proud of myself

last year was heaven & hell, but I'm still here
today was the last day of school, and I'm proud
of myself, and everyone surrounding me this year

we did well. we did so well
someday, we will make a difference. i know we will.
a revolution is on its way. it's hard not to feel it.

happy holidays to everyone who reads this
it's well deserved, have a good one

loads of love
Melanie Charlaine

Natural blues

Soul got happy and stayed all day

Fancy words

If I could make a wish,
I would wish for someone
to prove me wrong

Battle

Fighting for something I lost control over
I hate being in a state like this
Everything was perfect, until it all collapsed

I wish I was as strong as I was five months ago
I wish I wouldn't have to go through this alone

Looking in the mirror
Though I still look the same
I can't stop playing
I have to win this game